he asked me to take a “leap of faith”
he promised me everything. he promised me love, care, commitment, respect, trust, honesty, everything. for forever. and he promised it would only be for me.
I want to believe him but I don’t. Not right now, anyway.
Right now, I need to figure out what this is worth and if it’s worth rebuilding after the earthquake.
He needs to figure out if he truly can deliver on what he is saying. I’m not sure he can. Behaviors take time to change, do I have the patience?
He said despite what happens, this will be a huge learning experience for him. At least I can have peace of mind he won’t put another girl through this shit.